Keeping it simple for you

In the Void... Ji, I’m starting a new chapter today... A chapter shaped by responsibility, a chapter that speaks only in silence. Your voice echoes in the void, wishing me luck and yet, somewhere deep inside, it tares me to piece. I know I shouldn't worry, because you are always with me. But in the silence I struggle, a silence I’m not ready for. In your warmth, I’ve faced the world. Now, I will rise and stand against all odds. No matter where life takes me, I promise I won’t let you down. So... wish me luck not because I ask for it, but because I know it’s always there..... guiding me, as I walk a path with no map. I miss you so much baba... Stay well my love :x

Unaware of the Where.... . I may have accepted the truth, Yet how real it feels, I cannot say. The facts remain, but I can’t find my place in them; Their weight is vague, Their echo unbearable. I’m moving forward, or so I claim..... But the ground beneath me still wavers. I know you're there... Where, I do not know. Life was once painted in color, And perhaps we still try to add more. But every tie-dye we once made together Now ceases to fade.. As if time, too, refuses to let go. I reach deep within to release the sorrow, Yet I cling to the breath that steadies me. The breath you once shared, The warmth that lived in your embrace.. Now lives only in the threads you left behind. And still, a sudden chill steals even that away. Cast away... to cast a way. Nurture my steps from wherever you are. I try to move, truly I do... But something holds me still. Stay with me, forever, my love. I know you're there, Only... unaware of the where.💔

speaking to a presence that no longer reassures ....  an unsteady pillar that once held me strong.   It’s been a month… A month of fighting, of being irritable and restless — but only to be met with silence. It’s been a month of talking, sharing, and breaking down — but only into empty space, no arms to hold the heaviness. It’s been a month of smiling, laughing, pretending — but only in front of an unsteady pillar that no longer leans back. The clock keeps ticking, alarms ring, reminders buzz — but there’s no one to be picked up, no one to return. Even the warmth I find in these fragile comforts, feels unfamiliar, even frightening — because fear now hides in everything and nothing. Still, I promise to rise, to gather the strength you once believed I had. I will try to be strong for the kids, for our life. But I need to ask…   You said you'd come back for our kids — can you assure me that your hands are still guiding them, blessing them, protecting them? You don’...

In sterile halls where silence weeps, A body bruised, the soul it keeps, Pain wraps tight, a ruthless chain, A whispered hope amidst the strain. The beeping sounds, the nights so long, The weight of fear where we belong, Yet in the dark, a steady light, A hand that pulls us through the night. Family & Friends stand close with love so deep, Their voices soft, the tears they keep, Like pillars strong, they hold us near, A quiet strength to calm our fear. Nurses, Bosses , angels in disguise, With gentle hands and knowing eyes, Their care, a balm for wounds unseen, A healing touch, so kind, serene. In moments bleak, when all feels lost, They walk besides us, at no cost, In every breath, in every tear, Their love, a force that draws us near. So through the pain, we’ll rise once more, With those who held is, hearts restore, In every trial, we now can see, How love and care sets us free.

  an unknown fear that lingers.... There’s an unknown fear that lingers, creeping in as dusk falls and the world around me quiets.  My thoughts scatter, restless😒 The darkness grows heavy, and it becomes harder to steady my heart, as the sterile night presses in. It is the mind, unsettled, that longs to speak, but the heart struggles to take control.  It’s no wonder they say the mind can weigh more than the heart—yet it’s the mind I must listen to.  The brain, ever vigilant, nurtures a path forward, urging me to cry out, but within, there’s a stillness, a sensitivity that keeps my spirit anchored and allows my soul to breathe. And then, as dawn breaks, I rise.  A smile stretches across my face, the first light of morning peering through the window.  I know—everything will be alright.  I trust in Him. He is my savior, my strength, my guide,  and He remains my steadfast frontier!

  Behind every successful person stands a woman, and you are the unwavering force behind our strength and resilience. You’ve shown us the true meaning of unity and perseverance, teaching us to face every challenge with courage. Your wisdom reminds us that hope always shines through and that the power of faith endures. We are proud and blessed to call you "our mother"🙇‍♀️